Ok....its early...BUT I HAVE REASONS
so 4:45 in the morning i get a call and im asleep so i dont hear it....i wake up at 5:00 and its fucking julian...i call back and he doesnt answer. 5:45 i get a call again and its him. he called me to apologize for being an ass hole. he said he woke up this sunday morning and couldnt stop thinking about me. he doesnt want us to lose contact and hes sorry for being rude to me the next day(after we hung out...had to call him because sammy left her new shirt there and he was being a dick and hung up) he was like ive never had a girl care for me so much like you. your fucking hott, beautiful--(please..stop lying) and so nice to me and i treat you like shit. so i hope you accept my apology. and im like wtf r u doing calling this early in my mind..hes on ecstacy..and im like ur not gonna remember this julian and hes like robyn...on all of the things i want to apologize to u for...i mean this so much...i will remember and im calling u tonight to tell u so much more. i dont see us having a relationship (which i knew...didnt want one anyways) but i want us to still see eachother and talk and be friends. its so cool i met u at a concert and god it was so fucking cute. hes like in a few weeks, im gonna come get you and its going to be me and you...another date. I mean....its so cool he talks to me seeing he is like 3 or 4 years older. i dont think id want to go on a date but he proved me so wrong. I said in an entry i didnt want to talk to him anymore but i do so much. So i guess hes calling me tonight and we are just gonna talk.
I guess a while back after we hung out, he took my number out of his phone because he was just being a jerk and he was glad when i called him back a few weeks ago because he felt terrible. As much as ppl might think hes just saying this because hes trippin or just trying to be nice...i think he sincere. He went through a lot as a kid and he was like "as much as i went through, you called me and never thought any less of me."
I love the kid...
School awaits in 2 and a half hours...and my cat is annoying me.
I guess a while back after we hung out, he took my number out of his phone because he was just being a jerk and he was glad when i called him back a few weeks ago because he felt terrible. As much as ppl might think hes just saying this because hes trippin or just trying to be nice...i think he sincere. He went through a lot as a kid and he was like "as much as i went through, you called me and never thought any less of me."
I love the kid...
School awaits in 2 and a half hours...and my cat is annoying me.