i told myself
i told my self that i wasn't going to talk to a certain person but i could not help but doing so. at the time i was drunk off my ass and i missread her away message and thought she was up and not sleeping. so that didn't turn out well at all. so she imed me earlier today and i had explained to her that i was drunk and miss read her away message and that i have been tryiny to talk to her for a long time about something that is quiet important to me and that i have to know but she went to away message right after i sent it. i just don't know what to do anymore life has just gone to shit.