Mar 30, 2009 10:12
I'm torn.
Cullen's parent's business isn't doing well at all and they can't afford to pay me anymore. I got my 2 week lay off notice. Jodi said she wants to help me make my resume and find a new job on the island, but I don't think that's what I want. The reason we moved down here was to help them start up the business then I was going to go to school. They can't have me any more so I guess this is my perfect chance to go back to school. Cullen can't leave though. I don't want to leave him. We have such a perfect relationship it breaks my heart to think about not seeing him for months at a time. I sound like a winy winy girl, I know. I would leave Maxwell here too. He would hate living in an apartment. He likes being outside during the days and he loves his yard here and the empty neighbors house he hunts mice under.
Leaving the boy I am in love with and my kitty who means everything to me. Ugh makes me sick to my stomach thinking about it. I don't know what to do.
I went to get Max a friend this weekend. Pee wee's is the worst shelter never adopt a pet from there because chances are you won't get one. I found the most adorable kitten ever and I fell in love with him. I filled out the application and was 5 minutes away from taking him home when the owner called and said I wasn't allowed to because I would let it outside during the day. It's not like the cat was declawed. She made me seem like I was incapable of taking care of an animal and like would neglect it. I walked out crying. I read a bunch of reviews on the place and everyone has the same thing to say. One family even adopted a puppy there who ended up having PARVO virus and it transferred to their new 6 month old basset hound puppy and killed it. The place needs to be shut down. They keep their kittens in a motor home for god's sake.
I went to the shelter on the island where a momma cat just had a litter 3 weeks ago. I spoke for one so in 3 more weeks Maxwell will have a beautiful all black furry friend. Not sure if it's a girl or boy yet. If it's a boy it's name will be Diesel if it's a girl either Sasha or Bella.
Okee dokee. I'm done.
xoxo
J