Change my mind so much I can't even trust it, my mind chaned me so much I can't even trust myself...
So now that I'm nice a drunk and about to spill my guts through my fingers...
I'm not as happy as I let myself feel here. I feel like I'm in a cave or a pit or some sort of time warp where nothing changes, and oddly enough I've become extremely fond of change. Don't get me wrong, I love being away from Round Rock and surrounding areas but I feel like a fucking robot. Doing the same thing every day, seeing the same people every day... it's just too monotonous for me. I love Cullen's parents for taking me in. I love being away from everyone in Round Rock/Austin area ( yes even my friends, no offense. I just feel like I've been there done that and I want to move on.
I got a drafting table, a sewing machine and two fashion design books for Christmas so I'm starting to dig my way out of here. It's going to take a few years to define my skills enough to get into the AI of Dallas, but it keeps me goin!
Hah I haven't ranted like this in a long long time. Gotta admit it feels pretty good.
Ain't this a bitch.
peace love and me!
J
I'm not as happy as I let myself feel here. I feel like I'm in a cave or a pit or some sort of time warp where nothing changes, and oddly enough I've become extremely fond of change. Don't get me wrong, I love being away from Round Rock and surrounding areas but I feel like a fucking robot. Doing the same thing every day, seeing the same people every day... it's just too monotonous for me. I love Cullen's parents for taking me in. I love being away from everyone in Round Rock/Austin area ( yes even my friends, no offense. I just feel like I've been there done that and I want to move on.
I got a drafting table, a sewing machine and two fashion design books for Christmas so I'm starting to dig my way out of here. It's going to take a few years to define my skills enough to get into the AI of Dallas, but it keeps me goin!
Hah I haven't ranted like this in a long long time. Gotta admit it feels pretty good.
Ain't this a bitch.
peace love and me!
J