oh god i want to smoke.
had one tiny re-fry yesterday. no smokes today.
the hard part- my cigarette stash is not exhausted. i can see them, i still have like a whole carton left.
yay for nicitrol inhalers... but god.
3 weeks.
3 weeks
3 weeks & then the hard part is over.
please friends, give me support. remind me that 1) smoking + birth control = blood clots that can kill me
2) smoking for... 13 years is too fucking long, especailly since i tend to chain smoke
3) im showing signs of asthma
4) even if it wernt for the bad hip/foot i wouldnt be able to run, like ever because my lungs are shot
5) I NEED to quit now dammit, not only is it easier when im young, im still sick, its a good time.
6) i can do this i can do this
-at least im not agro about it.
i tend to not allow withdrawls to make me bitchy.
im ok with the fact that i may relapse a few times before i totally quit.
im aware that its in my head more than anything ( i can go a day without smoking, IF im super hungover or sick, without a second thought)
i can do this
fuck i took MYSELF off cocaine as a teenager, cigarettes should be no problem
the hard part- my cigarette stash is not exhausted. i can see them, i still have like a whole carton left.
yay for nicitrol inhalers... but god.
3 weeks.
3 weeks
3 weeks & then the hard part is over.
please friends, give me support. remind me that 1) smoking + birth control = blood clots that can kill me
2) smoking for... 13 years is too fucking long, especailly since i tend to chain smoke
3) im showing signs of asthma
4) even if it wernt for the bad hip/foot i wouldnt be able to run, like ever because my lungs are shot
5) I NEED to quit now dammit, not only is it easier when im young, im still sick, its a good time.
6) i can do this i can do this
-at least im not agro about it.
i tend to not allow withdrawls to make me bitchy.
im ok with the fact that i may relapse a few times before i totally quit.
im aware that its in my head more than anything ( i can go a day without smoking, IF im super hungover or sick, without a second thought)
i can do this
fuck i took MYSELF off cocaine as a teenager, cigarettes should be no problem