dont waste your time. this entry is not worth reading. you probably wont even get it.
so i want a journal that no one can read but then i really want certain people to read it. but i want to know that they are reading it but they cant know that i know that they are reading it.
the most exciting thing about today was that im freaking done with school! until summer school. ok see i was gonna write something but what if you read it and thought i was a freak.
every time i get mad a brad i start thinking shit i dont remember. and this time i really dont remember.
but he is kind of a dick. he likes to talk about other girl' boobies and hes not very romantic. at all. and i want to be spoiled. i want everything my way. oh yeah. when i get mad i start thinking about how i can change and like work out and be hot and then he wont be dicky. but i know that i wont ever do that. but i really want to be hot though. like i dont want to be cute. I want to be like fucking hot. so then maybe he will stop talking about other girls' boobies. im a big pathtic mean girl. oh well.
i hate people. some of them. and i am irresponsible. right now i want to crawl in a hole and snuggle with my comforter and watch a movie.
i hate that girl that lives diagaonal from me. she has big boobs.
ok im done blabbing. DONT READ THIS ENTRY.
the most exciting thing about today was that im freaking done with school! until summer school. ok see i was gonna write something but what if you read it and thought i was a freak.
every time i get mad a brad i start thinking shit i dont remember. and this time i really dont remember.
but he is kind of a dick. he likes to talk about other girl' boobies and hes not very romantic. at all. and i want to be spoiled. i want everything my way. oh yeah. when i get mad i start thinking about how i can change and like work out and be hot and then he wont be dicky. but i know that i wont ever do that. but i really want to be hot though. like i dont want to be cute. I want to be like fucking hot. so then maybe he will stop talking about other girls' boobies. im a big pathtic mean girl. oh well.
i hate people. some of them. and i am irresponsible. right now i want to crawl in a hole and snuggle with my comforter and watch a movie.
i hate that girl that lives diagaonal from me. she has big boobs.
ok im done blabbing. DONT READ THIS ENTRY.