Forgotten
I hate double standards. Everyone pulls them. I've done it plenty of times. But i dont know...its just so gay. i've got friends that will have these conversations with me....convincing ones, about how they will change how they are, cuz they dont like themselves anymore. I believe them. I sit there being happy for them. encouraging them, being a supportive friend cuz i care. And they go ahead and fall down again. They do the same crap that they just swore they would never do again. U see, i kinda hold some standards for my friends. And when i say that...i dont mean i'm a jerk about it too much. its just, when i know a good friend is doing stupid things...i let them know. i dont sit back and let them screw up their lives. i cut in, and try to help them. what a concept, right? so yea...it pisses me off. its kinda ironic...i have done this a few times myself....and its a double standard just to be saying this, in a sense. oh well...i'll drown in it. It will end the misery.