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i cant seem to shake this recent feeling of chronic lethargy. everything feels like thickening. My tongue is thick. the liquid in my eyes is thick. my muscles and skin are thicker and thicker and everything feels gooey. twice i had low blood sugar times this week and instead of feeling hungry, or shakey, or weak, or dizzy, or even confused, i just felt sad, disjointed, and imbalanced. There is this knowing feeling right before, like peering over a narrow emotional cliff face, you know, with strong winds blowing, or something equally as so dramatic, and then realizing that bloodsugar keeps the chemicals balanced in your brain and i probably just need some juice, not antidepressants. and true, sometimes the juice makes some of the thickness go away. but my eyes still feel filmy.