So .......................

[thejameething]

I'm slowly but surely getting better. I still feel like screaming at random parts of the day. I don't know how I could have been so fucking stupid!!!!!! I don't know how I could have let this happen!!!! :c it's the worst. Tyler's been really great though. I know he's sick of me and my shit, but he's still here (literally, still here, sitting on the couch watching adult swim) and He's the best.

God though. I keep thinking, "Hey, I'll just beg her for a second chance." But then I know ....... I've HAD my second chance. Like 8 million times before. :c

thank you, michelle.