Theres nothing i wont do
So much is happening all so fast. I'm all out of tears. No more left.
I've been in a weird mood the past week. And now this on top of it. I didn't feel alone tonight for the first night. And i know you felt that way too, Don't do it anymore... please. It will hurt more than just you.
Leaving for Ireland tomorrow. I wish I was going over there for other reasons. It will never be the same. I practically grew up every summer in that house, in that kitchen, with the best grandma counting the same 23 cows over and over to make sure none of them got away in the 2 seconds i had my back to them. I have great memories to look back on. I couldn't have made it through these last weeks without Russi and James. I love you both so much. Thanks for getting me out tonight. And Ryan for talking to me and preparing me on what it's going to be like. And Amanda for making me laugh and giving advice. I have amazing friends. I'm going to miss so much in the next week. Russi what am i going to do? At least i'll be in no trouble. HaHa Love my boys II men cd i got tonight. Listen to it on the 14th... i will be!
You guys mean the world to me thank you so much. Esp you Jen b/c i know you're going through the same thing. xoxo
P.s. Good luck at the show boys. Im so sad I wont be able to be there!
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day