If i don't say the words... how i will you know what's in my heart?
Do you know what it's like to just IM someone and ask them about their night and have them respond and say what's bothering you? Not even thinking about the question you just asked them. They can pick it up and they know that there has to be something wrong with you. You havn't talked all day but they know you're not right? I love that feeling. I love how you know me so well. I love how you know everything and how to make me feel better. Thanks for always being there for me and always being the best friend ever. I <3 you. Im soo sorry.
Im sorry if i upset someone else tonight. I had to get it off my chest. I thought it was something i could ignore and pretend wasn't there but it's not.
Today just wasn't my day. Im banded from watching CMT. My 2 friends say im to depressed and they think that's adding to it. Im so addicted to cmt this is going to be hard.
Second night i'll cry myself to sleep. Somethings still arn't right.