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So on Saturday Dustin and I talked things through. We traded our stuff back to each other and are officially broken up. We're on good terms though. Once he had a chance to calm down I think he could see my side of things. It was painful, but I'm relieved. Maybe later on down the line a more significant relationship with him could work, but not right now. I feel like I should be more upset over things than what I am, but then again I've had this looming over me like a dark cloud for quite sometime now. I feel relieved, like a weight has been lifted off me. The idea of being totally independent and free to do as I please has become more and more appealing. In an odd way, it's liberating. I was beginning to wonder what happened to that free-spirited girl I used to be. I think she was just sleeping...