"the sex, the drugs, and the complications... someone call the ambulance"
This is a different sort of fall. In both good and bad ways. Mostly good though.
Culbertson Mansion is done for the season, and that makes me pretty sad. But there is always next year. I had so much fun with everyone and became much closer with some friends I've known for a long time but never really hung out with a lot. And they are some awesome people.
So lastnight was the Misfits 30th Anniverscary show at Expo 5. I heard that we could dress in costume, since it was the "Dead Man's Ball," so I wore my Little Dead Riding Hood costume. I thought the other Kamikaze Girls would dress up as well, but they ended up not. Boo on them ;P Haha
Anyway, there was a costume contest and I def. signed up for that. The prize for "best overall costume" (which ended up being just best male costume) was $250. The girls category was "sexiest costume," and there were about nine or ten other girls entered in that. I beat out all the skanks and sluts and won! Haha! LRS is mailing me a check for $750!! Woo-hoo! I took five extra minutes to put on a dress and wear zombie makeup and I get $750. Totally worth it. We also met and got pics with Jerry Only, and he is such a nice guy. It was awesome.
Other than that, there is so much going on in my head right now. I'm about to graduate from hair school in few weeks, and I cannot wait. I'm so over that shit. That place does things to people, I promise. Rebecca and I were talking about this the other day. That school hardens you, it really toughens you up, in good and bad ways.
I feel like I am losing control in other areas of my life though, and it sucks. I need to refocus for a while, and take a step back I suppose. Maybe once I finish school I can finish this other demon plaguing me as well. Doubtful, as I know it's an endless cycle that can't and won't just disappear, but I at least need to put forth the effort that's been so come-and-go this last year. Augh, I don't know anymore.
I have to go to work in a little bit. Afterwards Skip is going with me over to Jeannie's to hang with her, Whitney, and Jason. I miss those three much. I think I really need some time with them these days. Get my mind off some things.
Anyway, I suppose that's it.
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Currently listening :
Black Market Music
By Placebo
Release date: 08 May, 2001