mothers and fathers and love and death and best friends and boyfriends
my mom - "I wish things didn't suck so bad."
me - "yep."
and it is about as simple as that.
me - "I never thought being conscious and clear-headed and actually dealing with reality would be so hard."
my mom - "especially our reality."
yep.
today is my parents' 25th anniversary and today we found out that he is not going to leave the hospital again, that this is the end and it is sooner than we thought and my best friend has at least temporarily abandoned me and he doesn't even know what's going on because he's so selfish to suck up the fact i needed a break from my boyfriend, which is him as well and well... i wish things didn't suck so bad, either.
me - "yep."
and it is about as simple as that.
me - "I never thought being conscious and clear-headed and actually dealing with reality would be so hard."
my mom - "especially our reality."
yep.
today is my parents' 25th anniversary and today we found out that he is not going to leave the hospital again, that this is the end and it is sooner than we thought and my best friend has at least temporarily abandoned me and he doesn't even know what's going on because he's so selfish to suck up the fact i needed a break from my boyfriend, which is him as well and well... i wish things didn't suck so bad, either.