i am only getting hotter

Jul 06, 2003 18:01

i am fun.
started new job
miss you too, well actually i prolly dont miss many of you, but i am sure the feelings mutual.

i am in love and it is reciprocated
i am broke and despite what our generation has been taught by the countless movies - love, even in all its glory, does not conquer all.

dont get me wrong - shit does seem better, no doubt, but the things that sucked before still suck. my father is still dying. i still have no money or place to live for fall semester. and of course other things arise as well, some too many to mention, but i can say a certain clarity comes along with adoration and now i see that my life is not lacking, but in fact, extremely full.
i do not interact with many, but never the less i am busy. i have my family, my significant other, dana, and some other occasional visits with long time close friends. so if you find that you are no longer in my life, it is prolly of your own choosing and i do not miss you. i do not mean this in a bad way, 9i am simply content with those currently around.

there are no drugs now. in my life or in his. there is no money, hell, usually there isnt food, but what there is, well, there is us.

ok well, i now think i shouldn't have updated.
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