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Feb 19, 2008 00:00

there is alot to say.
first off i think that boise is good for me somehow, even being unemployed again. i just couldn't take the shit at wal-mart anymore and when they fired everyone else under the age of 40 the fun of the job could no longer make up for the poltics.
and bobby what to say about that whole thing, he somehow has become my best friend, when he was dating sami, it wasn't a big deal when i would end up spending the night at his place because i knew that it wasn't that serious and i don't know. but now that he is dating jamie things are somehow different shes spends alot of nights at his house and the other night we where both there. i just feel like a 3rd wheel, i tried to explain it to him after he took my keys so i couldn't go home. i told him that even though he doesn't always realize it i am a girl and that i want to give them space. i also tried to explain to him that i wasn't sure how she felt about me being there. i know he tried to tell me everything was ok, but i don't know if it is. it does exactly help that me and bobby used to fuck like bunnies.
i have been listening to alot of christian music again lately, i think its time to find a church up here in boise, but i hate going to a new church by myself. maybe i will go ask bev what chuch she goes to again. i feel like i am at a crossroads but i can't see where the roads lead to.
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