It was the best of times, it was the worst of times
I'm trying to be a good friend to her. All we can handle is small talk at the moment. It's still taking awhile to get use to. I want to be on the top of her priority list. Her one word responses come from when she is busy or is annoyed/avoidant. I'm always scared that they're from having someone over. She always did one word response to guys while I was over. I have no right to be jealous. No amount of purchases can fill the void.
She also picked up her hamster, Peanut yesterday. He was suppose to be our hamster. Thought it would be our first pet together. We had a family of stuffed animals...
So emo.
I just remembered having two dreams this morning of getting dumped by her. As if the real one wasn't enough. :P
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