Closure?
So I broke down and talked to her on the phone and online. In a nutshell, she just doesn't want to be in a relationship at the time. It's just too much work for her. I'm not looking down on her reasons, to me they make sense. Maybe they make sense because I choose to make them so. It's whatever, there's nothing I can do and I hope she's happier this way. It's also on top of not feeling that way for me anymore. It's out of my hands and I don't want to analyze it anymore.