i am more then just a number!
i don't expect anyone to ever read this and if you do i never want to hear about it.
i am more then just a number. i am more then just a convience. i am not easy. and i'm sorry! i'm so sorry about. i wish i could change who i was. i wish i could change what happened between us. i wish i could be who you wanted me. i wish we could be together. it would be beautiful. it would be wonderful. and i'm sorry that i can't allow us to be together the way that you want us to be together. and i'm sorry for everything. i wish i could change. if i could change i would do it for you. but it would kill me. it would kill my soul for me to become what you want me to become. but i would do it. if i knew how i would do it. i would give it all for you.... and it's all or nothing. becasue haveing just a glimpse of what it could be like it would drive me into a state of hell which i don't think i could ever escape.
i am more then just a number. i am more then just a convience. i am not easy. and i'm sorry! i'm so sorry about. i wish i could change who i was. i wish i could change what happened between us. i wish i could be who you wanted me. i wish we could be together. it would be beautiful. it would be wonderful. and i'm sorry that i can't allow us to be together the way that you want us to be together. and i'm sorry for everything. i wish i could change. if i could change i would do it for you. but it would kill me. it would kill my soul for me to become what you want me to become. but i would do it. if i knew how i would do it. i would give it all for you.... and it's all or nothing. becasue haveing just a glimpse of what it could be like it would drive me into a state of hell which i don't think i could ever escape.