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I'm sick of making room for possibilities. I just need to learn that if they happen, then they happen, and learn not to be so upset when they don't work out. I feel a lot of big changes coming on next year and I don't like it; they're out of my control. I just want everything to be all right. My 'like' list is growing a lot shorter and my 'dislike' list quite the opposite. I like how some things go so well all the time, and then other things go well for a while and then all hell breaks loose. I don't know how to make it any better. I guess that's the point.