yea. i hate myself.
hahahaha.
7 days until my birthday.
and ironically, i want to kill myself.
nothing ever goes my way.
im so sick of it.
and its so lame im complaining on livejournal.
but i really dont care anymore.
i thought i would miss school.
but i was just kidding. i cant wait to leave.
everyones life is turning out fine except mine.
so you all can go off and frolic around with your boy toys.
id rather shove bamboo sticks under my fingernails.
haha im such a cynical bitch.
i think its easier that way. i probably do this to myslef.
oh well- right about now everyone can just go jump off a bridge:)
7 days until my birthday.
and ironically, i want to kill myself.
nothing ever goes my way.
im so sick of it.
and its so lame im complaining on livejournal.
but i really dont care anymore.
i thought i would miss school.
but i was just kidding. i cant wait to leave.
everyones life is turning out fine except mine.
so you all can go off and frolic around with your boy toys.
id rather shove bamboo sticks under my fingernails.
haha im such a cynical bitch.
i think its easier that way. i probably do this to myslef.
oh well- right about now everyone can just go jump off a bridge:)