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i don't really know where i am in my life at all. i feel like i'm just floating through, without a purpose. i know that this is normal for this "stage" and time in my life, but not to the extent i feel it or why i'm feeling it. seeing the fathers this weekend didn't really make me miss mine, well no i'm lying, i can't really describe it. i missed him when i saw the pictures. the pictures always make me cry. and i keep rehashing that day... and then i don't remember much of the rest of the summer. i feel incomplete (normal), pissed off, mad, all of that. but surprisingly i don't feel it now. maybe i really should go to councling??? i never really believed in it (didn't help me senior year), but what are your thoughts?
other than that life's been pretty spectacular, i must say. good grades, great friends, great city, great times. this is exactly what i wanted when i came to college and i'm so glad i finally found a place and am happy.
i miss my friends from home but i've been keeping in good contact with them. what am i doing this summer? home or philly? more than likely home. but that's ok, i think i would enjoy that more anyway. home is good for the week and philly for weekends. although home is also good for weekends... hmm. and natalie. home is good for natalie (seeing her).
if natalie is reading this (which she probably isn't!) COME TO DC TO SEE GIRL TALK! EVEN IF MICAH'S NOT COMING! visit meeeeeee. i don't think i can get home before thanksgiving because of school/band. I MISS YOU. i need more natalie in my life in DC. ok if you want me to plea more (which you probs do) i'll call you. but i'll call you anyway cause i want to talk to you baby girl!
i'm really writing this because i don't want to study textiles. but now i'm starting to feel guilty so let me get back to it. i didn't like this entry k byee!
other than that life's been pretty spectacular, i must say. good grades, great friends, great city, great times. this is exactly what i wanted when i came to college and i'm so glad i finally found a place and am happy.
i miss my friends from home but i've been keeping in good contact with them. what am i doing this summer? home or philly? more than likely home. but that's ok, i think i would enjoy that more anyway. home is good for the week and philly for weekends. although home is also good for weekends... hmm. and natalie. home is good for natalie (seeing her).
if natalie is reading this (which she probably isn't!) COME TO DC TO SEE GIRL TALK! EVEN IF MICAH'S NOT COMING! visit meeeeeee. i don't think i can get home before thanksgiving because of school/band. I MISS YOU. i need more natalie in my life in DC. ok if you want me to plea more (which you probs do) i'll call you. but i'll call you anyway cause i want to talk to you baby girl!
i'm really writing this because i don't want to study textiles. but now i'm starting to feel guilty so let me get back to it. i didn't like this entry k byee!