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All I want to do is make you happy.
But you have to realise it's more difficult now than ever.
There is so much stress.
So much stress...
On top of the stress of moving into my apartment...
I have to help someone move out of the apartment I'm living in.
Today was hell at work, and for some reason it's been that way since I've started working days again. I can't stress how much I love you, and I always do WANT to be with you, but I CAN'T always be there for you because I NEED to do things. I NEED my own room, I NEED a place to put my clean clothes permanantly, I NEED privacy and my own bed to sleep in, I NEED a place where I can bring my son, whom I think about every day. I WANT to go out with you...but my body NEEDS to rest. I WANT to go swimming with you, but my mind hates the thought of water after being in a terrencial downpour all day and NEEDS to be in a dry place. I WANT to entertain you, but I NEED to move into my apartment. Thats why we have friends, right? To help us when we're hurt, depressed, scared, or just plain BORED. When I tell you to hang out with your friends, please don't take it as a way to write you off.
I just want you to be happy. I just want you to be happy. I'm sorry. I will love you through all the bullshit, worries, troubles, broken faces and misunderstandings. I will love you through all the aches, pains and sores in life, and I will love you untill the day I breathe my last breath. Actually...no...I will continue to love you even after my last breath (if possible) and I will be a loving spirit looking over your shoulder untill we meet again.
I ETERNALLY LOVE YOU FAWN.
This will be my last post in this thing.
Livejournal has been good to me over the years, but I've moved on to...well...myspace.
It's nothing personal or anything sweet livejournal, but...well...we're just so different...I think it's time to move on. I'll always have a place for you in my heart, and we'll always be friends.
-T.H.C. Final Transmission
But you have to realise it's more difficult now than ever.
There is so much stress.
So much stress...
On top of the stress of moving into my apartment...
I have to help someone move out of the apartment I'm living in.
Today was hell at work, and for some reason it's been that way since I've started working days again. I can't stress how much I love you, and I always do WANT to be with you, but I CAN'T always be there for you because I NEED to do things. I NEED my own room, I NEED a place to put my clean clothes permanantly, I NEED privacy and my own bed to sleep in, I NEED a place where I can bring my son, whom I think about every day. I WANT to go out with you...but my body NEEDS to rest. I WANT to go swimming with you, but my mind hates the thought of water after being in a terrencial downpour all day and NEEDS to be in a dry place. I WANT to entertain you, but I NEED to move into my apartment. Thats why we have friends, right? To help us when we're hurt, depressed, scared, or just plain BORED. When I tell you to hang out with your friends, please don't take it as a way to write you off.
I just want you to be happy. I just want you to be happy. I'm sorry. I will love you through all the bullshit, worries, troubles, broken faces and misunderstandings. I will love you through all the aches, pains and sores in life, and I will love you untill the day I breathe my last breath. Actually...no...I will continue to love you even after my last breath (if possible) and I will be a loving spirit looking over your shoulder untill we meet again.
I ETERNALLY LOVE YOU FAWN.
This will be my last post in this thing.
Livejournal has been good to me over the years, but I've moved on to...well...myspace.
It's nothing personal or anything sweet livejournal, but...well...we're just so different...I think it's time to move on. I'll always have a place for you in my heart, and we'll always be friends.
-T.H.C. Final Transmission