Sickness of 21st Century Humans...
No, I'm not talking about HIV, and not about the bad food we eat that makes us fat. I'm talking about stress. And that, I think, is what have hit me right now.
I'm not a stressed person normally. I usually make things work in a good way, somehow, and I am pretty good at making plans of how to do things, in which order and so on. But sometimes that isn't enough
As I've told you before, I was in drama-class last autumn. Drama-class was on Mondays, so there wasn't really a problem then. It was after Christmas that it started to f*ck up.
Since we had a loooong rehersal last Monday, and also both practiced and had the premiere on the Tuesday, we in Drama-class missed a few lessons in school. None on Monday (fortunatelly), but I missed three on the Tuesday - and all were pretty important!
One of those classes was Social Studies and at the moment we're working with a pretty tough project about a certain people (like the Abourigines, the Native Americans...). And for this project, we had to use a new type of model that we analyse our facts after.
OK, this would have worked just fine if not for 2 things
- 1, our teacher in this class was sick and wasn't allowed to talk during the last 2½ weeks before Christmas. That means that our class missed 5 lessons
- 2, I missed one lesson last week thanks to Drama-class
So we're supposed to be done with this next week and I feel like I've hardly started since I've been so focused on everything else that had to be done before next week!!
So, I'm pretty stressed about that. Some other things that made me sick of stress are...
- I had 2 homeworks for today, words in English and words in German, and those two lessons are right after one another with a 10 minutes break. There's no way I'm able to turn into a different language that fast!!
- My dad has decided that after the summer, I shall have my driving-licence. I just can't see that happen, since I panic every time I have a car behind me on the road!
- I have to get a job for the summer, but I have no idea how to get a good job since I've never tried to get one before (ok, I have one job right now, but it's not the same to work from home and work at a certain place)
- I am leaving for Germany in 8 days and during that trip, we'll be doing several things that I doubt my knee can handle and I just don't know how to tell my German-teacher about that. And I also fear that our friends in Germany will be disappointed if some of the stuff they've planned doesn't work for all
- I have decided that I have to exercise some more, but I just can't find the time in between all my other things
So I believe this is what makes me feel sick and like I'm going to throw up... honestly, people, this is killing me! I just want to lock the door to my bedroom and stay in here for the rest of this semester and not care about how much I miss when it comes to friends and family - which I already feel I do not have time with. I haven't seen my best friend since before Christmas and I hardly have time to see anyone when I have school-stuff to do... GAHH!
I'm not a stressed person normally. I usually make things work in a good way, somehow, and I am pretty good at making plans of how to do things, in which order and so on. But sometimes that isn't enough
As I've told you before, I was in drama-class last autumn. Drama-class was on Mondays, so there wasn't really a problem then. It was after Christmas that it started to f*ck up.
Since we had a loooong rehersal last Monday, and also both practiced and had the premiere on the Tuesday, we in Drama-class missed a few lessons in school. None on Monday (fortunatelly), but I missed three on the Tuesday - and all were pretty important!
One of those classes was Social Studies and at the moment we're working with a pretty tough project about a certain people (like the Abourigines, the Native Americans...). And for this project, we had to use a new type of model that we analyse our facts after.
OK, this would have worked just fine if not for 2 things
- 1, our teacher in this class was sick and wasn't allowed to talk during the last 2½ weeks before Christmas. That means that our class missed 5 lessons
- 2, I missed one lesson last week thanks to Drama-class
So we're supposed to be done with this next week and I feel like I've hardly started since I've been so focused on everything else that had to be done before next week!!
So, I'm pretty stressed about that. Some other things that made me sick of stress are...
- I had 2 homeworks for today, words in English and words in German, and those two lessons are right after one another with a 10 minutes break. There's no way I'm able to turn into a different language that fast!!
- My dad has decided that after the summer, I shall have my driving-licence. I just can't see that happen, since I panic every time I have a car behind me on the road!
- I have to get a job for the summer, but I have no idea how to get a good job since I've never tried to get one before (ok, I have one job right now, but it's not the same to work from home and work at a certain place)
- I am leaving for Germany in 8 days and during that trip, we'll be doing several things that I doubt my knee can handle and I just don't know how to tell my German-teacher about that. And I also fear that our friends in Germany will be disappointed if some of the stuff they've planned doesn't work for all
- I have decided that I have to exercise some more, but I just can't find the time in between all my other things
So I believe this is what makes me feel sick and like I'm going to throw up... honestly, people, this is killing me! I just want to lock the door to my bedroom and stay in here for the rest of this semester and not care about how much I miss when it comes to friends and family - which I already feel I do not have time with. I haven't seen my best friend since before Christmas and I hardly have time to see anyone when I have school-stuff to do... GAHH!