Life in a box
I think im getting scared of everything.Too many scenarios run through my head on a ten second basis.I had a dream the other night that i was peeing sitting down for lke 10 minutes and i was like what the fuck why am i peeing so long.It didnt strike me odd that i was sitting down,maybe deep down i am a woman...not in a gay way though.I dont know if that can be ungay or whatever.But i guess its not because im not saying i want to be gay.Im much more intereasted in girls then guys,i dont mean that in a sexual way,i just mean they are more intereasting.Beauty is more of a factor for women,and beauty reminds me of the good things in life.Im a fuckign weirdo i know,you dont have to tell me.
My hands and feet are kinda cold right now,i think tis time to get a blanket.Im glad that i can say that too.Blankets make me happy,so does the cold.
I have a really bad headache right now.I was drinking some yeigermiester today in the heat and thats never good.I really wana go to denmark with roseanna but i dont have a fucking passport arg.Shes leaving like sunday i think.It would be so rad.I dont think id come back though.Seriously i would travel all over europe with nothing and become a farmer or something and live in a cottage.I wouldnt wear stupid ass plaids though,thats just too lame.I would be a fashionable farmer...as fashionable as a farmer can be hehe.Ive decided thati hate everyone in the world and i am plotting to destroy the world so if anyone wants to be the hero ,come battle me in my underground lair...its not finished yet though...
Im getting that pre-sick body feeling.You know when your body is all hot and you feel gross,and its hard to wake up.I hope imnot sick tommorow.I really wanna go to the show.I invited some peeps to go too..these girls from hollywood.Should be fun,they said just look for the girls that are outrageosly dressed.
Im contemplating shutting off this stupid death trap of a computor and going to bed or staying on it and being miserable..this thing really does make me miserable.Im on it for no reason,just to type this shit,then go to myspace.then im done and i just sit here going back and forth from lj to myspace...i dont even read peoples journal entries like ever...cept for lindseys cause her stuff always intereasts the fuck outta me...shes really smart and i think shes my favorite photographer...hehe i was about to type photogrphist...I wish i could take pictures...i would take really cool ones i think...if i could that is...and i think anyone who "could" would take really cool ones haha.Im not a multi talented person though...only good at music and mediocre at that.
I write too much ...i didnt before but now its like everyday i write alot...if i was someone who read this i would go"wow,you write the same shit everyday with different words" and then delete me off my list of friends...blah you have no eye brows
My hands and feet are kinda cold right now,i think tis time to get a blanket.Im glad that i can say that too.Blankets make me happy,so does the cold.
I have a really bad headache right now.I was drinking some yeigermiester today in the heat and thats never good.I really wana go to denmark with roseanna but i dont have a fucking passport arg.Shes leaving like sunday i think.It would be so rad.I dont think id come back though.Seriously i would travel all over europe with nothing and become a farmer or something and live in a cottage.I wouldnt wear stupid ass plaids though,thats just too lame.I would be a fashionable farmer...as fashionable as a farmer can be hehe.Ive decided thati hate everyone in the world and i am plotting to destroy the world so if anyone wants to be the hero ,come battle me in my underground lair...its not finished yet though...
Im getting that pre-sick body feeling.You know when your body is all hot and you feel gross,and its hard to wake up.I hope imnot sick tommorow.I really wanna go to the show.I invited some peeps to go too..these girls from hollywood.Should be fun,they said just look for the girls that are outrageosly dressed.
Im contemplating shutting off this stupid death trap of a computor and going to bed or staying on it and being miserable..this thing really does make me miserable.Im on it for no reason,just to type this shit,then go to myspace.then im done and i just sit here going back and forth from lj to myspace...i dont even read peoples journal entries like ever...cept for lindseys cause her stuff always intereasts the fuck outta me...shes really smart and i think shes my favorite photographer...hehe i was about to type photogrphist...I wish i could take pictures...i would take really cool ones i think...if i could that is...and i think anyone who "could" would take really cool ones haha.Im not a multi talented person though...only good at music and mediocre at that.
I write too much ...i didnt before but now its like everyday i write alot...if i was someone who read this i would go"wow,you write the same shit everyday with different words" and then delete me off my list of friends...blah you have no eye brows