Show tonight
I DONT WANNA PLAY JESUS CHRIST...he cant help me but i really dont feel like playing,i thought we had cancelled the show two hours ago but i guess matt and forest figured out a way to get there on time...i was really hoping everything went horribly wrong cause seriously i am not in the mood...its all far away and i just wanna sit at home by myself.Unfortunately im playing the show and even if i stayed home my parents and little brother would be here so i wouldnt be able to wallow in my own self-pitty in peace...i really want to leave,i wanna go far away like hitch hiking and shit.Is anyone down? hit me up and lets get the fuck out of this shit! we can leave everything behind andf not think twice!come on itll be fun...no?why not...dont be a bitch...ok ill go by myself(not).I wish i had the balls to do that.Im 18 in october so maybe then i will?lets look at a list of lame shit now...
1.i have chapped lips
2.im playing a show and dont want to
im pissed off
3.i have no life
4.i live in a shitty state that isnt pretty
5.i dont drive
6.i live with my parents
7.i probobly still will when im 34
8.i have writers block and cant write any songs
9.im being a self centered asshole
10.im taking it out on the people who care for me
11.my hair is dirty
12.i didnt take a shower today
13.my dog shit on my brothers bed(wait thats funny nevermind)
14.i dont feel like putting on my make up for the show but i probobly will end up doing it anyways
15.no will come save me
16theres nobody to talk to
17.livejournal sucks
18so does myspace
19.and your mom
20.i dont have a job
22.im a living robot
23.i cant think of people i hate but know i hate a lot of people
24.i want to not exist but that wont happen,and i dont have the balls for suicide
1.i have chapped lips
2.im playing a show and dont want to
im pissed off
3.i have no life
4.i live in a shitty state that isnt pretty
5.i dont drive
6.i live with my parents
7.i probobly still will when im 34
8.i have writers block and cant write any songs
9.im being a self centered asshole
10.im taking it out on the people who care for me
11.my hair is dirty
12.i didnt take a shower today
13.my dog shit on my brothers bed(wait thats funny nevermind)
14.i dont feel like putting on my make up for the show but i probobly will end up doing it anyways
15.no will come save me
16theres nobody to talk to
17.livejournal sucks
18so does myspace
19.and your mom
20.i dont have a job
22.im a living robot
23.i cant think of people i hate but know i hate a lot of people
24.i want to not exist but that wont happen,and i dont have the balls for suicide