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If you don't wanna read what I have to say,
you see that red "X" click it now..so you won't be annoyed with me!
Gosh Darnit..I lied.
I thought I finally figured out who I was,
but I didn't. I'm not sure who iam.
it was good while it lasted, but fucking life has to take another turn.
i'm sorry Alex, for letting you down.
I'm going through so much shit,
and I've finally found away to accept it.
but when your friends are annoyed with who you are,
it makes you confused, atleast it makes me confused.
I'm sorry if i've been braging about stuff,
but thats only because when I get home,
I feel like I can't talk to anyone about my feelings.
and I need someone to talk to about those feelings.
But no one freakin' knows what has been going on this past week with my dad and I.
No one freakin' knows that I have to freakin' throw away my fucking dreams because of his stupid cheap ass.
and I don't know how to deal with this,
becasue this whole stupid Senior year has been giving me wild turns that i'm not sure if i can handle anymore.
but this doesn't matter..
because I'm just talking too much..or whatever you wanna call it.
i'm done, if you're annoyed with me..
Fuckin' tell me..don't make me feel like shit and basically forget i'm there.
& yes, I'm proud to say that I put my differences aside and I'm friends with Liv.
you see that red "X" click it now..so you won't be annoyed with me!
Gosh Darnit..I lied.
I thought I finally figured out who I was,
but I didn't. I'm not sure who iam.
it was good while it lasted, but fucking life has to take another turn.
i'm sorry Alex, for letting you down.
I'm going through so much shit,
and I've finally found away to accept it.
but when your friends are annoyed with who you are,
it makes you confused, atleast it makes me confused.
I'm sorry if i've been braging about stuff,
but thats only because when I get home,
I feel like I can't talk to anyone about my feelings.
and I need someone to talk to about those feelings.
But no one freakin' knows what has been going on this past week with my dad and I.
No one freakin' knows that I have to freakin' throw away my fucking dreams because of his stupid cheap ass.
and I don't know how to deal with this,
becasue this whole stupid Senior year has been giving me wild turns that i'm not sure if i can handle anymore.
but this doesn't matter..
because I'm just talking too much..or whatever you wanna call it.
i'm done, if you're annoyed with me..
Fuckin' tell me..don't make me feel like shit and basically forget i'm there.
& yes, I'm proud to say that I put my differences aside and I'm friends with Liv.