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Bleh...i feel like crap today. Not sick, just one of those days where everything is all...eh. I dont feel like doing nething today, im already 20 minutes late for work...and i dont plan on leaving for another 20 or so...and for some reason it doesnt seem to bother me too much. I feel like im starting to drift off track, i realized i havent been to school in a week and a half now, and i keep saying ill do my homework...but im a lop and dont...i really need to focus. This is the last of my buddha and then im done for a while, hopefully that will keep me less distracted.
Work is really wearing me out lately, that is probably the main reason my schoolwork is going down...because i work so fucking much, i just am too tired everyday to want to sit and do more work. I kinda want to quit, but at the same time, ive worked so hard to get this job and still AM very proud and appreciative of it. But at the same time...its doing this to me. I dont know what i need to do to bring myself back on track but im really going to have to. i can only bend the rules for so long before it gets back to me...and that time is just about up. I guess i will just keep working at it...maybe go hermit styles in my room? hahahha. no maybe thats not such a bad idea to an extent. maybe ill set a schedule, somethin like monday thrrough thursday i just stay home and rest up, space my schoolwork out throughout those days instead of procrastinating and making a mad dash in the end to get my homework done. that still leaves me weekends and might even have me less burned out for them. hhmmm....sounds like a plan.
I shall let you know how this turns out for me...though most problably didnt even read all my bullshit, but its quite alright all the same. But anyway, i must be off for work so i shall talk to you children later. Ta.
Work is really wearing me out lately, that is probably the main reason my schoolwork is going down...because i work so fucking much, i just am too tired everyday to want to sit and do more work. I kinda want to quit, but at the same time, ive worked so hard to get this job and still AM very proud and appreciative of it. But at the same time...its doing this to me. I dont know what i need to do to bring myself back on track but im really going to have to. i can only bend the rules for so long before it gets back to me...and that time is just about up. I guess i will just keep working at it...maybe go hermit styles in my room? hahahha. no maybe thats not such a bad idea to an extent. maybe ill set a schedule, somethin like monday thrrough thursday i just stay home and rest up, space my schoolwork out throughout those days instead of procrastinating and making a mad dash in the end to get my homework done. that still leaves me weekends and might even have me less burned out for them. hhmmm....sounds like a plan.
I shall let you know how this turns out for me...though most problably didnt even read all my bullshit, but its quite alright all the same. But anyway, i must be off for work so i shall talk to you children later. Ta.