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The world likes to spin about the oddest infraction
and I wonder how many bullets it would take to drownd
in my alcoholic costume, I'm a dancing teen.
My brains is swimming, drugged for free.
I can feel under my pain.
The words reverberate what I dont want you to say.
The inner space holds on to my lack of memory.
I know I should be thinking about something, but I cant remember its sound in reality.
I'm numbed and my bruises arnt real, my blood looks a little bit too black and dead
and I wonder if if I can really feel my skin pulling away from me.
If this was a different time, a different place
I'd remember what to say again, I'd pull you into my reailty
My beautiful amnesia
If I could remember your name. I cant remeber your face.
This is such a weird experianxce, I know the words you said, feel the pain I had
but I dont know who you are, my world has fallen into this unvariabled emptied sleep.
I'm just so pleased
falling into my concrete cellar floor, this world is in a wonderful bliss
I think I can fly, feels like wings sprouting from my sholder blades, flutering in my slow motion stream
My skin feels like scales, and I dont remember breathing
this second is growing long out and theres no moving on
my claws creep outside my existence
the sex has sent me back into a new level of systematic contenttment
its spinning to new textures of feeling
I love to lie like a dog, dont pretend that I'm real
I'm plastic, with my painted skin
Right now I'm a god and I wont stop killing the people I need to forget
this is a new awareness of my substance
and I cant remember what you mean to me
I dont know I want you to be
but somehow I can feel some form of hate
I'm a phenomenon, this is my perceptibility
I've found a new clairity
Maybe you're just transparent
invisable like this substance has created
is there some truth to your complexity
but is this an imagination in my abuse
I'm going to convice my body not to remember this again
this is my unstable euphoria
tasted in my temporary paradise
and I'm ready for a goodnight
this is overly drugged simplicity
and I wonder how many bullets it would take to drownd
in my alcoholic costume, I'm a dancing teen.
My brains is swimming, drugged for free.
I can feel under my pain.
The words reverberate what I dont want you to say.
The inner space holds on to my lack of memory.
I know I should be thinking about something, but I cant remember its sound in reality.
I'm numbed and my bruises arnt real, my blood looks a little bit too black and dead
and I wonder if if I can really feel my skin pulling away from me.
If this was a different time, a different place
I'd remember what to say again, I'd pull you into my reailty
My beautiful amnesia
If I could remember your name. I cant remeber your face.
This is such a weird experianxce, I know the words you said, feel the pain I had
but I dont know who you are, my world has fallen into this unvariabled emptied sleep.
I'm just so pleased
falling into my concrete cellar floor, this world is in a wonderful bliss
I think I can fly, feels like wings sprouting from my sholder blades, flutering in my slow motion stream
My skin feels like scales, and I dont remember breathing
this second is growing long out and theres no moving on
my claws creep outside my existence
the sex has sent me back into a new level of systematic contenttment
its spinning to new textures of feeling
I love to lie like a dog, dont pretend that I'm real
I'm plastic, with my painted skin
Right now I'm a god and I wont stop killing the people I need to forget
this is a new awareness of my substance
and I cant remember what you mean to me
I dont know I want you to be
but somehow I can feel some form of hate
I'm a phenomenon, this is my perceptibility
I've found a new clairity
Maybe you're just transparent
invisable like this substance has created
is there some truth to your complexity
but is this an imagination in my abuse
I'm going to convice my body not to remember this again
this is my unstable euphoria
tasted in my temporary paradise
and I'm ready for a goodnight
this is overly drugged simplicity