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Reflection and Memory:
Today I remembered two things about stimulant use:
- The effects of caffeine as a liquid form, although not the best in terms of physical feeling, are great for paying attention and staying upright. I missed them.
- I forgot the great advantages of ritalin when used for personal use in a secluded and motivated environment. I sat outside my dorm chain-smoking and reading Ginsberg's Journals, underlining and annotating, and everything felt wonderful. It felt like progress - the excitement of it all!
Today I remembered two things about stimulant use:
- The effects of caffeine as a liquid form, although not the best in terms of physical feeling, are great for paying attention and staying upright. I missed them.
- I forgot the great advantages of ritalin when used for personal use in a secluded and motivated environment. I sat outside my dorm chain-smoking and reading Ginsberg's Journals, underlining and annotating, and everything felt wonderful. It felt like progress - the excitement of it all!