leave me here in my, stark, raving, sick, sad, little, world.
ive figured out one thing, about someone, while i was trying to figure out something els.. i thought by figuring it out i would be able to fix it, but i guess thats not always the case.
i should know how im feeling but i dont, i have absolutely no clue.
livejournal is boring me. i feel no need to update anymore, i only do it when i need to talk out my problems. which isnt fair to livejournal.
ive been having horrible dreams..... i keep getting up in the middle of the night, so extremely scared. that i dont let myself fall back to sleep.
one involved me having to leave my town. and then on the way out, a man was chopped up, and part of his body smashed into the window i was leaning on.
and a boy i used to know was in the dream too.. but i haven't seen him, in forever.
at the end of the dream, i was in a street race,(haha i dont know) and i won, but the boy who was int he car with me. held my hand, and told me it was time to die. i was in crying, and he hugged me as we both died.
am i crazy?. yes.
i should know how im feeling but i dont, i have absolutely no clue.
livejournal is boring me. i feel no need to update anymore, i only do it when i need to talk out my problems. which isnt fair to livejournal.
ive been having horrible dreams..... i keep getting up in the middle of the night, so extremely scared. that i dont let myself fall back to sleep.
one involved me having to leave my town. and then on the way out, a man was chopped up, and part of his body smashed into the window i was leaning on.
and a boy i used to know was in the dream too.. but i haven't seen him, in forever.
at the end of the dream, i was in a street race,(haha i dont know) and i won, but the boy who was int he car with me. held my hand, and told me it was time to die. i was in crying, and he hugged me as we both died.
am i crazy?. yes.