Dec 18, 2005 17:42
when thers nothing to do. do you ever feel like a nothing? thats what I feel like. I feel like I'm watching my own life like a movie. I don't know i guess that slowly I'm changing . As deppresed as ever sometimes but now I'm no longer a little kid and still not too serious. But I guess I'm not ready to embrace my teen years, Is it normal to be so confused? Maybe I wont last long on this world . But what scares me is that I can feel that something bad is going to happen oh Lord I am so confused!