Ashes and Wine.
Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
And I'll drown in my tears, don't they see
And that would show you, that would make you hurt like me
Today was just...
Even thinking about what happened hurts.
When you told me...
That you wanted to break up with me.
I didnt know how to react.
Was it some kind of joke...?
You didnt mean it... right?
You couldnt...
You told me to leave.
To give you some space.
To give you some time.
To let you walk away.
I didnt know what else to do other than not letting you go.
If I did...
What if you never came back.
Is there a chance, a fragment of light
At the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind
Or are we ashes and wine?
I hate it when I feel so weak.
I myself was shocked
At how tears just swelled up.
The hell was wrong with me.
I never cry. Not in front of people.
The bathroom.
At least there's a place to lock myself up for a while
Before things get out of control
Before people see.
Damn.
And I couldnt even slap some sense into myself.
I thought.
Does our relationship really mean that little to you?
So little that you can just end it like that...?
Why...
I cant lose you...
I love you.
People everywhere were staring.
Shit.
I wanted to leave this place so bad.
And then...
I found you.
I wanted to know what you were thinking...
I wanted to hear you say that you take it back...
That you still want me here.
I wanted to go somewhere only we know
And hold you tightly.
And tell you how much I love you.
How I cant lose you.
I swear seeing you cry is the worst thing there could ever be.
You asked me to take off the necklace.
No.
I said I wont take it off.
Ever.
And I meant it.
In the end...
Well...
I love you.
I really do.
Just...
Thank god.
The thought of losing you...
Scared the hell out of me...
And I...
I'm just clinging onto the thin thread of hope that you'll be mine.
That you wont leave me.
... At least not in the near future.
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
And I'll drown in my tears, don't they see
And that would show you, that would make you hurt like me
Today was just...
Even thinking about what happened hurts.
When you told me...
That you wanted to break up with me.
I didnt know how to react.
Was it some kind of joke...?
You didnt mean it... right?
You couldnt...
You told me to leave.
To give you some space.
To give you some time.
To let you walk away.
I didnt know what else to do other than not letting you go.
If I did...
What if you never came back.
Is there a chance, a fragment of light
At the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind
Or are we ashes and wine?
I hate it when I feel so weak.
I myself was shocked
At how tears just swelled up.
The hell was wrong with me.
I never cry. Not in front of people.
The bathroom.
At least there's a place to lock myself up for a while
Before things get out of control
Before people see.
Damn.
And I couldnt even slap some sense into myself.
I thought.
Does our relationship really mean that little to you?
So little that you can just end it like that...?
Why...
I cant lose you...
I love you.
People everywhere were staring.
Shit.
I wanted to leave this place so bad.
And then...
I found you.
I wanted to know what you were thinking...
I wanted to hear you say that you take it back...
That you still want me here.
I wanted to go somewhere only we know
And hold you tightly.
And tell you how much I love you.
How I cant lose you.
I swear seeing you cry is the worst thing there could ever be.
You asked me to take off the necklace.
No.
I said I wont take it off.
Ever.
And I meant it.
In the end...
Well...
I love you.
I really do.
Just...
Thank god.
The thought of losing you...
Scared the hell out of me...
And I...
I'm just clinging onto the thin thread of hope that you'll be mine.
That you wont leave me.
... At least not in the near future.