Friends.
Today...
I realized how my life literally
Revolves around you.
And you only.
Since September,
All I've been doing at school
Was running around.
Hurrying here and there.
To meetings.
To look for teachers.
To choir practice.
To you.
Back and forth non-stop.
It's only today that I realized
That I've been ignoring everybody else around me.
My friends...
I dont even deserve them.
I spend so little time with them...
And I admit that I honestly would rather spend more time alone with you than with them...
Cause you really are... all I want.
And they're always teasing me about how I only care about you.
But whenever I need them...
Whenever I ask for help or
Anything.
They're always there...
And I feel so guilty about it.
... But I will be there to help.
I'll do anything for you guys.
... As long as it doesnt make me miss a chance to see her.
... Sigh.
I guess I suck as a friend.
Now anyway.
And I'm so sorry...
I really dont deserve you guys...
But I.
... I really wont ever give up a chance... of being with her...
Or just seeing her.
I'm sorry...
But I guess I just love her too much.
Thank you... for everything...
I dont know what I'd do if I ever lost you guys (: