Mom came in the mail today....when I got home from work I hugged the package as tight as I could and cried my eyes out ( Read more... )

I am not a happy person ( Read more... )

I miss this woman soo fucking much

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 Yay Spring! I have all the windows open, I love that smell of the summer air coming, I get excited.

I've been a hermit pretty much all winter, just working, and dealing with the aggrevation of the co-op, which is sadly still going on.

Wendy came to visit 2 weeks ago, I saw her Saturday night, March 22nd for Brooke's b-day party (which is also my Mom ( Read more... )

Today I was interviewed by the hospitals lawyers, I had re-live everything that happened...it was fucking terrible. I stared crying, and now my nerves are shot, I feel like I have arthritis or something. January 5th made it 6 years she's gone. They asked questions so they could calculate a price on her life, what she was worth to me. It was soo ( Read more... )

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Something weird happened to me today. Let me explain a few things first, I know you're going to think I'm crazy but whatever ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I was sitting up in my bed with my Mom next to me and we were talking. It seemed soo real, when I woke up I had realize it was dream and she's not alive anymore. I wish I could remember what she was telling me. I remember it was happy and calm. Maybe my subconscious remembers.