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sooo yesterday was the cadet summit. it was pretty fun cuz i got to see all my friends ... which is the main reason i went. the aquabats played their whole first cd live for us, and we got free tshirts but had to pay $5 for damn pizza and soda. altho the soda was in a souvenir cup hahaha. me and my brother took the train down there [san diego] and back up. and on the way home, a 1 hour and 15min train ride took almost 3 1/2 hours. first, the train was an hour late, then we stopped in oceanside for like 15 minutes cuz they needed to kick drunk people off the rain, then the 2nd time we stopped for about 30 minutes cuz of other "train traffic" THENNN right before our final stop [home], the train loses fucking power.
i was scared as fuck to say the least. cuz i was minding my own business, trying to fall asleep, and i could feel the train slowing down and it sounded quieter too, and then i open my eyes, and the lights are flickering and then they eventually go off !! my heart started racing and i started crying a little, and this dumb bitch behind me is like "oh my god .. the train .. oh my god ... the power is going out ... oh my god ... what's going on !!! " i was sooo close to yelling at her to shut the fuck up. anywayyy, i would have had a panic attack if we had to stay in that damn train any longer with the lights partially off, it was also getting stuffy cuz the air stopped working. ehhh :/ then they made everyone get off and wait there for i don't even know how long on the train platform, while they tried to fix the shit, and i called my parents and i was like nopeee come get us, i don't want to get on that fucking train again. luckily we were only 15 minutes away from home but yeahhh.
i'm gonna post cadet summit pictures and tahiti pictures soon, i swearrrr. i'm really lagging haha. and then in about a week and a half i'm leaving for seattle so i'll have pictures from that too ! i'm sooo exited for seattle ... i'll probably more tempted to move there then i already am right now haha. that'd be so amazing ! and i'm going to a therapist tomorrow, i'm nervous and excited at the same timeeee :]
i was scared as fuck to say the least. cuz i was minding my own business, trying to fall asleep, and i could feel the train slowing down and it sounded quieter too, and then i open my eyes, and the lights are flickering and then they eventually go off !! my heart started racing and i started crying a little, and this dumb bitch behind me is like "oh my god .. the train .. oh my god ... the power is going out ... oh my god ... what's going on !!! " i was sooo close to yelling at her to shut the fuck up. anywayyy, i would have had a panic attack if we had to stay in that damn train any longer with the lights partially off, it was also getting stuffy cuz the air stopped working. ehhh :/ then they made everyone get off and wait there for i don't even know how long on the train platform, while they tried to fix the shit, and i called my parents and i was like nopeee come get us, i don't want to get on that fucking train again. luckily we were only 15 minutes away from home but yeahhh.
i'm gonna post cadet summit pictures and tahiti pictures soon, i swearrrr. i'm really lagging haha. and then in about a week and a half i'm leaving for seattle so i'll have pictures from that too ! i'm sooo exited for seattle ... i'll probably more tempted to move there then i already am right now haha. that'd be so amazing ! and i'm going to a therapist tomorrow, i'm nervous and excited at the same timeeee :]