Jan 18, 2010 13:29
I'm so grateful to have a job. What a HUGE blessing, so I don't want to complain. (Well, that much.) But since this is a nice little internal place to express how you feel with no one's feelings getting hurt, its perfect. So I apologize if you don't want to read this, but typing it out really does make you feel better.
All I have to say is that it is SO frustrating to work really hard and try to have an incredible integrity level in doing my job when no one seems to care. I know that my supervisor and some people care. But the person that NEEDS to care because I am helping his department HUGELY, doesn't. So I spend hours and hours, and DAYS fixing all of his product and solving problems, and I turn around and he's changed it all. Or he can't maintain what I do. So its really discouraging to work so hard at making some right and look nice, and to come back the next week and it looks like you haven't done a dang thing. Its the best when you have your name attached to it as well and everyone can see "what a good job you've done." (WHEN IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THE WAY YOU LEFT IT.)
Anyway- in better news. I love my husband and he is the greatest. I love how much fun we are having here in Pennsylvania. We are working on painting our bedroom, and it has been a nightmare. We have both been so frustrated with the situation and with each other. But we have also been able to have some really fun moments too. I came home from work one day when I was pretty frustrated and found my bed made up really nice sitting in the middle of my living room! haha. It looked like it was a present for me. Since we have been working on our room Deric moved our bed out, and it has been really fun and exciting. If you know what I mean. Life can be nothing bust frustrating. But leave it to my husband to do something so random and cute that will just make me smile. That is my favorite, how Deric can just make me smile.