im back
well im back from my trip to sacremento. lots of fun we went swimming almost everyday. played on a home made slip and slide...i wrestled with my baby all soaped up. i went to a party with my lover....hmm went to a hooka bar too....it was a great trip so sad that i had to leave ash up there though :( her grandma is having complications a hiatal hernia...her organs in her abdomen are being sucked into her chest from a hole in her diaphragm which has never been heard of before...they're sending it to the new england journal of medicine cause its the first case like it....shes supposed to have surgery tomorrow...hopefully everything goes well with that....shes a diabetic also so that complicates things more...ashes grandpa is so worried...ive lost my grandpa and it isnt fun losing a relative....i hope she pulls through. ash is going camping this weekend at camp far west with her friend emily. i get to go to work! haha hmm the 15th im going back up there to see my baby and for the state bowling tournament. ill be staying til the 20th then saying goodbye to my baby once again while i come back to work.....i couldnt bring myself to say goodbye to her...so i said ill see you soon....is that weird? i love her so much. i dont ever want to lose her...i hope she stays safe while im not there. see you all later