Guess who's going to update their livejounal by bagging on me?
Probably the same person who's been doing it non-stop for a couple of months now. The same person that never thought about my feelings first. The same person that hates me not only with a passion, but to the point that that they think they are somehow right.
Like I've said before, we all make mistakes, and will continue to make them 'til we die. This person was so broken-hearted over me, that she went out shopping for guys. Meanwhile, I'm still doing my thing, like I was when we used to talk.
Here's my advice for all of you in relationships with peope you care about: If you've known someone for over 4 years, questioning their fidelity is not only a touchy subject, but it's one that should never, I repeat, nevcer...become an issue. There's nothing that sucks your will to live more than someone you care about, treating you like you're dogshit because they never took the time to consult with the person that matters(ed) most.
I really don't like posting this now, but this free-writing keeps me from pulling my hair out.
Anyone who knows me, and has known me, knows for a fact: I would never 'cheat' on someone, whether we're two miles away, or 20,000 miles away. I like to think that it's an added perk to my personality, but at the same time, it can be a curse. When you question me in that manner, I do, and will always, get offended to the fullest. Add the fact that you've known me for 4+ years, it crushes my spirit, and hands me in to the throws of massive depression.
'Trust' is a big word, kids. I pray you understand what it means before you throw it out. It's more important than the word'love', because without trust.... There is no love.
"It can't rain all the time". That was in one of my favorite movies, 'The Crow". Sometimes I feel like a cloud follows me around, doing it's best to remind me how it feels to be hurt.
To those of you that I love: I would take a bullet for you. I trust you, and that should mean something that would make you smile. It really means alot to give all of yourself to anyone ( ie: friends, loved ones, family members) in a manner as pure as the word.. Do me a favor, and tell someone that you know you could trust with your life, that they mean that much to you. they might look at you funny at first, but I guarantee you this: Their respect for you will be refreshed, and hell...You just might smile as well.
I'm not trying to be emo , so I apologize if this thread on your 'friends' list makes you look like I'm your 'whack friend'. Eheeh. Just think about what I said.
Until next time....... Stay black.
Like I've said before, we all make mistakes, and will continue to make them 'til we die. This person was so broken-hearted over me, that she went out shopping for guys. Meanwhile, I'm still doing my thing, like I was when we used to talk.
Here's my advice for all of you in relationships with peope you care about: If you've known someone for over 4 years, questioning their fidelity is not only a touchy subject, but it's one that should never, I repeat, nevcer...become an issue. There's nothing that sucks your will to live more than someone you care about, treating you like you're dogshit because they never took the time to consult with the person that matters(ed) most.
I really don't like posting this now, but this free-writing keeps me from pulling my hair out.
Anyone who knows me, and has known me, knows for a fact: I would never 'cheat' on someone, whether we're two miles away, or 20,000 miles away. I like to think that it's an added perk to my personality, but at the same time, it can be a curse. When you question me in that manner, I do, and will always, get offended to the fullest. Add the fact that you've known me for 4+ years, it crushes my spirit, and hands me in to the throws of massive depression.
'Trust' is a big word, kids. I pray you understand what it means before you throw it out. It's more important than the word'love', because without trust.... There is no love.
"It can't rain all the time". That was in one of my favorite movies, 'The Crow". Sometimes I feel like a cloud follows me around, doing it's best to remind me how it feels to be hurt.
To those of you that I love: I would take a bullet for you. I trust you, and that should mean something that would make you smile. It really means alot to give all of yourself to anyone ( ie: friends, loved ones, family members) in a manner as pure as the word.. Do me a favor, and tell someone that you know you could trust with your life, that they mean that much to you. they might look at you funny at first, but I guarantee you this: Their respect for you will be refreshed, and hell...You just might smile as well.
I'm not trying to be emo , so I apologize if this thread on your 'friends' list makes you look like I'm your 'whack friend'. Eheeh. Just think about what I said.
Until next time....... Stay black.