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hey i sit here with my cd player on repeat likes its been for a while lestening to akon mr lonely and realzing how tru it is to me i had a good girl who stuck by me dispite all the bull shit and all i did was hurt her i had no right dam i really just wanna die at times i sit here looking at da barrel of a shotty wondering would anyone miss me or would i be doing the world a favor? i know i have friends but dam how many can i really trust i know they talk shit about me behind my back and i know i aint popular but dam i just want to be happy is that to much to ask for. well no matter how hard i try to change for the best no one sees me the new me the john who does good i stopped listening to rap i stopped drugs stopped breaking laws stopped fighting but still i get labeled as a badass which i aint i can be romantic nice and sweet but no one ever sees it or will it took me a while for my wall to come down to let people to get to know me but now it back up AND STRONGER THAN EVER but yea im out for now if anyone needs me cell it 1 646 258 5296 or drop me a message..............................................