Funeral
This may sound like a cheesy poem or something, but this is really what I'm feeling right now...
I thought you were going to live forever... I now know what it's like to go through the mourning process in fast forward.
I never thought you were capable of dying. I felt that I had cherished all the time I had with you - but now I feel like I didn't cherish it enough.
You're not dead yet, but I can feel the life quickly passing through you. I have hugged you tight and wept for your death for many days now but today I'm trying to look for a happy time when I can hopefully forget your existence.
I know you'd have to die eventually but the thoughts still run through my head... why couldn't I have cherished you longer? If I had done something different, would it have ended differently? Why do you have to abandon me to such a cruel, cruel world? My memories of you are so sweet, they sting.
Without you, I will have to live in routine misery... day after day after day until I can wait for your ghost to come and greet me some other time. I will try to live the best way I can and try to forget that I will now forever live in unhappiness. You were what linked me to happiness... you were what linked me to family... you were what linked me to freedom... Without you, I have no joy, no sleep, no shelter. I can't believe you've left me forever and I don't believe I'll ever be able to cope.
My dear, sweet Summer Vacation - rest in peace and I will remember you forever.