Worthless
Man today was really productive...NOT! I woke up at 8 right away started playing Halo2 till about 11. At that time I did my laundry and cleaned my room, played more Halo, ate a burrito, played a lil Halo, went to the movies, got home, played a lil halo, played my guitar, ate two more burritos, went on the comp, found out that Ashlei has cut.
I'am really proud of her for lasting as long as she did, but then again kinda sad about how much she did.:( I really wish there was some other way... I mean, I feel worthless, theres nothing I can do to help, and for that I'm worthless, I don't have the power to make her life free of troubles, I wish I did...In a way I feel like I failed her, she told me of what was bothering her, and yet I did nothing...I'm sorry Ashlei...
I'am really proud of her for lasting as long as she did, but then again kinda sad about how much she did.:( I really wish there was some other way... I mean, I feel worthless, theres nothing I can do to help, and for that I'm worthless, I don't have the power to make her life free of troubles, I wish I did...In a way I feel like I failed her, she told me of what was bothering her, and yet I did nothing...I'm sorry Ashlei...