Peanut gallery
I hate stock responses. If you can't say something honest and spontaneious - don't speak. It takes new situations to bring out the old -safe/funny/endearing/disgusting side of me. Which is fine. It's nessicary until I get out on the floor and take calls and read and draw all day.But I hate trying to please people. And on that note - I'm pissed at myself for thinking anyone from high school could change. No one really has. Gotten less abrasive? Some have. No one's pulled a 180. But fuckaround - I feel foolish for having given people the benifit of the doubt. Not a one of ems grown up enough to have a non-melodramatic event!! *growls and crushes a brick wall to dust* Don't take it personally folks. I'm just angry for my misconceptions. I still likes everyone. Won't visit - but likes ya'll.
*re-reads last bit* 8 cups of coffee, 10 strange coworkers, one sour conversation, underfed, underloved mindset... yeah - I make no aploiges. I think I need several hours of rem sleep now.
Not in the mood,
Right or left - still useless,
Ta.
*re-reads last bit* 8 cups of coffee, 10 strange coworkers, one sour conversation, underfed, underloved mindset... yeah - I make no aploiges. I think I need several hours of rem sleep now.
Not in the mood,
Right or left - still useless,
Ta.