Hi.
I haven't been in this space for quite a while.
Insecurities. Fears. Those are what I'm feeling right now. Or rather, have been feeling for a rather long time.
I guess since I fell, I have never successfully picked myself up. Although I tried telling myself and those around me that i have. =/ I try to be as strong as some that i personally know but, it hasn't exactly been working out. I kept procrascinating, telling myself that as the exams draw closer, i will naturally get into that 'study mode' that i've been searching & longed for so long.
I really need the strength right now. I need to be that person that I may portray myself to be. I know deep down, its inside me.
This is really incoherent, but its a perfect reflection of how i am. I hope the next time i'm back here, there will only be good news to post. :)
Insecurities. Fears. Those are what I'm feeling right now. Or rather, have been feeling for a rather long time.
I guess since I fell, I have never successfully picked myself up. Although I tried telling myself and those around me that i have. =/ I try to be as strong as some that i personally know but, it hasn't exactly been working out. I kept procrascinating, telling myself that as the exams draw closer, i will naturally get into that 'study mode' that i've been searching & longed for so long.
I really need the strength right now. I need to be that person that I may portray myself to be. I know deep down, its inside me.
This is really incoherent, but its a perfect reflection of how i am. I hope the next time i'm back here, there will only be good news to post. :)