Oct 04, 2004 21:28
Ya know on treadmills how they have a button to set the speed level and how when you were little you used to set it really high just to see if you could keep up? No? I guess it was just me. That is how my life feels at the moment. It’s moving much to fast. Before I can take the time to look at the scenery the car as already sped off. I am literally busy every second of the day. EVERY SECOND This has to not be healthy. I rarely have time for family or friends. The only friend I see on a regular basis is Sarah and thats by default. Our paths happen to cross after 5th and I always give her a ride somewhere. Other than that my social life is “shot.” I don’t mind though, I really enjoy solitude sometimes. Between work, school, amd extra curriculars I rarely have time for anything else. Joseph asked me if I had a girlfriend. I just had to reply with, I don’t have time for a girlfriend.
I’m going to homecoming, and I’m wearing a pink bow tie and cumber-bun. This is all strange to me. I don’t dance or wear pink. Pink seems too abercrombie and for some unknown reason I will never wear anything from that store or stores like it. Now I’m doing both all at the same time. What are the odds.
Before I sat down to this computer I knew I had words to write, err type. But now that I’m sitting and my fingers are typing, all that was in my head vanished. Thoughts, ideas, criticisms, complaints- all gone.
I’m taking the ACT in a couple of weeks. Like all other things academically related I feel a bit apathetic towards the test. I’m not even going to try. Forget hours of studying, late night study sessions and hundreds of dollars in tutors. Those are all activities I would have done last year when I was in a college frenzy. I now know better. I’ll just go in on that Saturday morning cool calm and collected. I won’t even take the test seriously. Besides I already have a good score from the past test I took. I’ve noticed that I do better on tests when I don’t think of how big and important they are. I’m just taking it again because I hear you get a better score on the second go around. So why not try.