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Nervous because the holidays only made me realize how much I appreciate my closest friends.
Scared because I've never relied on myself and I don't know what to do without my family.
Kinda determined to prove to myself that I don't need anyone else. I don't need another relationship to prove that I need a guy to confirm my self-value.
Excited because I enjoy my own company.
Impatient because I want to learn new things, experience new adventures, and test myself.
Ashamed because I haven't learned to manage my own finances, even after the generous monetary gifts and big paychecks.
Three more weeks. :[ :[ :[ I really have to get my shit together.
I feel a little better.
Scared because I've never relied on myself and I don't know what to do without my family.
Kinda determined to prove to myself that I don't need anyone else. I don't need another relationship to prove that I need a guy to confirm my self-value.
Excited because I enjoy my own company.
Impatient because I want to learn new things, experience new adventures, and test myself.
Ashamed because I haven't learned to manage my own finances, even after the generous monetary gifts and big paychecks.
Three more weeks. :[ :[ :[ I really have to get my shit together.
I feel a little better.