Jan 12, 2007 19:54
The three tims.
One day i was driving and was forced to go on and off ramp that i dont ususally use. For some reason as soon as i did i thought, just drive more, and listen to music, for a really long time. and so i did. and while doing so i realized something about myself, i have three different persons that make up me. the id, ego, and superego if you want, call them what you will there are defenitly 3 of them. They never contribute 100% of my personalitly at a time, all three are present at all times, but they do overdo the others at certin points.
Timmy:
This is my most laid back side. Very warm and caring, very loyal. This is the kind side of me, the side that is open to new people and ideas, who is always happy and wants nothing more than to make others happy. If you have ever opened up to me then you know this side. It might be my best side if it werent for the fact that along with being laid back, it is also very lazy and has a tendency to procrastinate. Timmy also has a tendency to be shy at times. In normal every day situations Timmy makes up about 43% of my personality.
Tim:
This would be my aggressive sarcastic side. Tim is willing to say anything and do anything at any time. He is the extrovert of the 3 personalities. Although he often turns people off because he is too "mean" or blunt. Always truthful and also always very forward, he is the part of my personality that makes me very competitive. He also shows up in normal situations about 43% of the time.
Timohy:
Or rather my consciense. This is the uptight religious part of my personality its also why im so stubburn. It is also the most focused part of my personality and it comes out most when i am working. Timothy likes no nonsense and is often rude when you come between him and his work. He causes me to be extremly introverted, is the part of me that makes me awkward towards women and is the part of me that has the most doubt in myself. Even though it seems like it is only negitive, it is the part of me that keeps the other 2 in line. It is the part of my personality that craves justice and goodness in myself and others. If it werent for timothy i would have absolutly no motivation whatsoever and would likely be overly aggersive and over all just a dick. He constitues about 14% of my normal personality.
There are times however when one personality completly domintates the other 2. For example, when watching sports or playing any sort of game, Tim takes over and I become aggressive and competitive. When working i am all Timothy, business and nothing else. However when one of my close friends is having a problem, timmy comes out and i become gentle and caring.
All 3 are what makes me up and all 3 are compeltly necessary for me not to become a failure. i think ive surpressed timothy enough to where im more open, now if i can take tim down a notch hopefully i wont be so abbrassive.
i dunno
maybe im crazy