Sep 19, 2005 21:49
Well, I decided tonight that it would be better if me and her stopped talking all together since she keeps on pulling little "stints" all the time. She still wants to be friends, but I don't want to be associated with someone that hurts people and hates herself. I said I would change some stuff, and she wasn't willing to change anything, so I wasted all of my energy on her, but now I don't care. I am not saying this to be mean, but I am worried about her though. She can be a little permiscoues at times. I hope when she gets a new boyfriend, she doesn't treat him the way she treated me. She can get a dog for that. I don't care who gets pissed off at me, but I tell it like it is. Deal with it. She never liked that part of me. I was never willing to be dishonest and coniving. Oh well, shit happens. She made me a toy puppet and I got fed up....FINALLY. But really, I sort of don't care because she was always like this and I knew this day was coming eventually. I remember the FIRST time she cheated on me,she said LOVE HURTS and I said I WAS WONDERING WHEN THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME and then she got mad at me. I put up with being cheated on for 3 1/2 years and she went WILD when I said that I had enough. Well thats all for now!