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Im so tired...today was so long n fustrating. i had to babysit tonight n i really wasnt in the mood but hey i had to make that paper so i did it. Its not like i dont like being with the baby its just that lately ive been soo tired and all i want to do or can think of is SLEEP!!! n i cant seem to find time for me to do that. so my day started out ok n as the day went on i just seemed to become more n more fustrated n tired n when i feel like that i become very crabby which isnt good bc im really never like that so when i am like that i hate it. But i cant control my feelings. I guess im jsut goin through mood swings n that i kno for a fact i cant help...hehe:0)but w/e...ill get over it.
So mar came bak to school today...shes been out for a couple of days with strep throat...so it was nice to see that shes doin ok...but that bitch lol besta not get me sick...shes tryin to say that shes not contagious nemore...she besta not be lol or we gonna have some words!!!>:0/...but im happy shes ok now!! or so thats wat she says. I felt like such an ass today in english i left my binder home n so i couldnt do my work but lucky for me my teacher isnt like a real bitch n she let me slide so thats was cool of her..i just told her that i would do it on my own this weekend n hand it in on mon n she was cool bout that.
Well ok u kno how i said before in my last entry that im not gonna tell "this guy" that i like him...i was thinking bout it n i think that the only thing that could n i hope would come good outta it is that he feels the same but honestly i dont think he does. Hes just weird like that i n honestly dont think that he would go for a girl like me:0(...id like to pretend that some of the qualities that i posses wouldnt effect his decision but in my heart i think they do...so that has me thinking u kno...is this guy really worth my time? will he ever see past those LIL things if he hasnt already? so when i think to myself the answer is NO:0( Sad but tru. So now my aim is to get over him n see him as a friend...ok quick que... Is it bad to like someone thats in a realtioship already?!?!? or is that normal being that u kno that their taken it only make s u want them evenmore...Am i right??? or am i blinded by wat i think bc of how i feel?!?!?:0/i dunno...i hate thinkin negative about shyt like this but its kinda like im become so pron to it thats all i kno how to think...im so weird...i betta go...tt ya lata!!!
So mar came bak to school today...shes been out for a couple of days with strep throat...so it was nice to see that shes doin ok...but that bitch lol besta not get me sick...shes tryin to say that shes not contagious nemore...she besta not be lol or we gonna have some words!!!>:0/...but im happy shes ok now!! or so thats wat she says. I felt like such an ass today in english i left my binder home n so i couldnt do my work but lucky for me my teacher isnt like a real bitch n she let me slide so thats was cool of her..i just told her that i would do it on my own this weekend n hand it in on mon n she was cool bout that.
Well ok u kno how i said before in my last entry that im not gonna tell "this guy" that i like him...i was thinking bout it n i think that the only thing that could n i hope would come good outta it is that he feels the same but honestly i dont think he does. Hes just weird like that i n honestly dont think that he would go for a girl like me:0(...id like to pretend that some of the qualities that i posses wouldnt effect his decision but in my heart i think they do...so that has me thinking u kno...is this guy really worth my time? will he ever see past those LIL things if he hasnt already? so when i think to myself the answer is NO:0( Sad but tru. So now my aim is to get over him n see him as a friend...ok quick que... Is it bad to like someone thats in a realtioship already?!?!? or is that normal being that u kno that their taken it only make s u want them evenmore...Am i right??? or am i blinded by wat i think bc of how i feel?!?!?:0/i dunno...i hate thinkin negative about shyt like this but its kinda like im become so pron to it thats all i kno how to think...im so weird...i betta go...tt ya lata!!!