lunch break
i'm trying to find time in my life to update this thing, but it always seems that i'm busy working, or b.o.w..l..i...n...g....., or out spending my money on getting fat, or being popular with the black kids in :) eat'n park.... :)
i've been enjoying the company of our little crew, it's a strange bunch, but we work. i don't see them much, or for very long, but it's always a good time. hopefully i'll be able to go look for gowns with renee next week, haven't been able to yet, work has held me hostage for the whole freaking summer. i seem to be spending $$ like a fiend tho..
dr bee just ate my pie... :(
i need to get away from this place...
there won't be a happy ending for me. never happen without, unhappy with. invisible or under scrutiny. i can't ever just have it where i want it and when i do, my royal coach turns into a pumpkin, and i remember that i'm just an average girl with no hope of an escape from the prison in my mind. why would anyone want something that's broken?